Break me, make me

I Can Speak

English, German, Other

I Would Describe Myself As

Not looking for LTR-- looking to find myself. Grew up sheltered, but it's pretty clear that my first serious relationship went out the window because I was in slave mode and he was just a normal guy, and it's way past time to explore that part of myself. I don't respond well to humiliation or the idea of anal, and these are dealbreakers. Roleplay depends. I'm bi but have no experience (yet) with women (which is ironic, I stare after women more, but conservative upbringings are hard to break) and not a lot with men. Clean, drug and alcohol free, I don't smoke or 420. No tattoos, but I want some; no piercings, don't want any. No BDSM experience, no toy experience, and I know just about nothing. Have not read 50 Shades. Leather, zippers, chains, fishnet, candle wax is a plus. I might be a switch, and I know I like biting, clawing, hinkies, and displays of physical strength from my mate (being carried, tossed, or held/forced down). Not sure what else... Looking for man, woman, othersex, or couple (genders of couple do not matter right now) to pull me into their world. Looking for safe exploration... as in, I want to explore, but if it's new to my partner(s) as well, that's bad, so I'm hoping for someone with plenty of experience to make sure I don't, you know, die or something. I don't fear the reaper, but I'd prefer to take his hand about a hundred years from now. Bedroom and identity confusion aside, I am a cynical free spirit. I'm decently well traveled, have a range of life experiences, and seek Enlightenment but don't drink the Koolaid. I may neglect eating for days, then eat two pizzas, or maybe a full course and then dessert at one of those restaurants where they always give you way too much. I like prog rock, comic books, and can sing all the right words to American Pie. I can bake, do noodles and quesadillas, but know nada about sauces or how to make salsa. I have not met an activity that I don't like.

Sign

Libra

My Body Type Is

Curvy

My Height Is

5' 7 (1.7 m)

My Eyes Are

Gray

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Divorced

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Yes

My Best Feature Is

Chest

Body Art

Other

My Hair Is

Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Student

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

Epitome of Random Choices

I Make This Much In A Year

Less Than $14,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly, Observant, Outgoing, Reserved

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Cooking, Dancing, Dining, Internet, Gardening, Learning, Music, Playing Cards, Religion / Spirituality, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Clubbing / Bars, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Going To A Casino, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum, Playing Video Games, Reading A Book, Relaxing, Sleeping, The Movies, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

I have no idea. I haven't been on a 'date' since 8th grade. Surprise me?

I've Always Wanted To Try

Everything!

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Obscure

My Religion Is

Other

I Attend Services

Once

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

To figure out how I want to live with plenty of time to do it before I die, and to be happy.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Obscure, Sadistic

On Tv, I Always Watch

I Don't Like Tv

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Metal, Rock

When I Read, I Always Read

Fantasy, Fiction, Science Fiction, I'm An Author

My Idea Of Fun Is

...pretty broad. But disincludes long, dull evenings spent in front of the tv.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Great Skills, Humor, Intelligence, Power, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

*dry* Someone who can spell "thoughtfulness" correctly on dating compatibility surveys.

In men: A full head of hair and muscle structure. For the latter, the appearance of it is damn hot, but being able to touch and feel it under the skin works also.

In women: Large breasts, general fitness, and a feminine appearance. Not attracted to longer faces.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed, Other, Domination, Bondage