looking for a kind but strict master

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I'm looking for a master,someone strict but can laugh and have a good time as well as be my master. someone who will controle my whole life style not just me sexually (but of course that's included) but like my day to day things also like who I'm with what I wear stuff like that. I like to be controled. i also have issues with how i view myself and how i feel about myself i have no self esteem and little to no self respect. basicly i view myself as this disgusting creatur that isnt worth the time.when people tell my otherwise i feel like its only because they pity me and i hate pity id rather just be told that im ugly and worthless then be lied to about it. im big on honesty, honesty is really all i have goin for my right now.

I'm a writer, I love to write, the only thing I love more then writing is singing. I've been told I'm good but I don't think so for reasons if prefer not to say. I'm learning to play the piano because I think it's a beautiful instrument but I'm also thinkin about learning to play the violin because it's amazing what you can do with such a simple instrument I mean it's not tied down to just one type of music I mean you can play so many amazing things on something so simple you can play country and metal and classical and the similarities between those genres of music and small >_< sorry :/ I started ranting again. Bad habit. I forgot what I was gonna say...

Sign

Cancer

My Body Type Is

Big And Beautiful

My Height Is

5' 3 (1.6 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Yes

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s), Scarred

My Hair Is

Auburn / Red

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat, Dog, Fish, Gerbil Or Guinea Pig, Reptile

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some High School

My Current Employment Status Is

Unemployed

My Speciality Is

Art / Music / Literature

My Job Title Is

Have none

I Make This Much In A Year

Less Than $14,999USD

I Live

With Parent(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Socially

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Anti-social

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Arts & Crafts, Camping, Cooking, Fishing / Hunting, Gardening, Music, Photography, Playing Cards, Reading, Religion / Spirituality, Tv

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Drinking, Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Reading A Book, Sleeping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

An in home kinda thing

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Troublemaker, Cool, Goofy

My Religion Is

Other

I Attend Services

Once A Month

My Political Views Are

Not Sure

My Goal In Life Is

Become a best selling author

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly

On Tv, I Always Watch

Dramas

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Romance, Drama, Documentary, Family, Horror

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Punk, Rock

When I Read, I Always Read

Fantasy, Fiction, Romance

My Idea Of Fun Is

Sleeping

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Great Skills, Intelligence, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

Nice but not to nice. I like strict guys strict but caring

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed, Marriage, Doesnt Matter, Domination, Bondage