Trying something new can you help?

First name

Vince

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I'll be honest currently a mess. I have too many flaws to name larger through my own eyes. But the one flaw that soffocates me slowly is the way I give too much to people who never diserved me at all. There is a certain stubbornness that never allows me to learn my lessons, so here you go take it. I would of given you part of me anyways.
Currently withdrawn to a point I'm barely functioning I have been broken to the point my confidence in my own decisions has become a struggle. With that said I am letting all the darkness in consuming me entirely so I can start over. Im at the start of great change in my life. At times I could seem adrift but I promise each moment I am growing. My world has crumbled because the relationships it was built on was like sand. Today though the world I make is one for myself. Learning to trust my own instincts again so I apologize if I'm a wreck.
My current growth has shown me who I am to be. I like to please and bring happiness to others. I like to help. I lack any need or want to dominate. Not to say I'm not driven but I see myself as no greater or worse than anyone. I currently over think things that are either new to me or have layers of meaning. I second guess myself over and over knowing I have the solution but unable to manifest it. I know my worth but because I had once forgotten I am having to learn to trust myself again but when I do pay attention I have the power to shift the world in deep and powerful ways. Things just happen the world conspires to fold to the things I want. Learning how to accept myself is the only thing holding me back. Who am I. Idon't really believe I ever knew, I was an observer but I can no longer keep myself objective to the world I need to immerse myself into living. I want balance of both my energies and peace of mind. I am learning to open up to new experiences and through that I am learning to open up to all aspects of who I am.

Sign

Virgo

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 11 (1.8 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Separated

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Hair

Body Art

Branded, Pierced... But Only Ear(s), Strategically Placed Tattoo, Visible Tattoo

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat, Dog, Exotic Animal, Fish, Reptile, Rodent

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Unemployed

My Speciality Is

Contruction / Craftsman

My Job Title Is

Depends on what I'm doing

I Make This Much In A Year

$30,000USD To $44,999USD

I Live

With Roomate(s), With Pet(s)

At Home

There Is No Noise

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Trying To Quit

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Shy, Observant, Anti-social, Dark, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Religion / Spirituality, Reading, Learning, Movies, Internet, Games, Theater, Travel, Cooking, Gardening, Fishing / Hunting, Camping, Volunteering, Computers

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Drinking, Reading A Book, Playing Video Games, Tv, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Just enjoying an open conversation of what we are looking for over a cup of coffee or a toke of herb

I've Always Wanted To Try

Everything, pretty much have been very vinilla my entire life ready to see what works for me

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Troublemaker, Someone They Want To Be, A Troll, Cool, Perfect, Obscure, Goofy, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Not Religious

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Libertarian

My Goal In Life Is

Enjoying creating a sanctuary for myself and those I care for, also grasping immortality (in a sense).

My Kind Of Humor Is

Campy, Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Situation Comedies, Instructional, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Science Fiction, Comedy, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rap, Rock, Metal, Electronic, Classical, Blues, Jazz, Industrial, Ambient, Dance, Soul, Reggae, Folk, Punk

When I Read, I Always Read

News, Ancient, Business, Classic, Fantasy, Health, History, Home & Garden, Instructional, Mathematics, Nature, Philosophy, Political, Reference, Satire, Science, Technical

My Idea Of Fun Is

Enjoying good company, new experiences, challenging myself, connecting

What Do You Find Attractive?

Wit, Flirtatiousness, Power, Money, Spontaneity, Oddities, Boldness, Sensitivity, Empathy, Great Skills, Humor, Good Looks, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence, Passiveness

What Do You Look For?

I have lived my life in a constant state of adapting. Depends on what the universe feels I need at the time. Innocence and beauty, fun and free spirited, intelligence and will, assertive and unwavering. At present this very moment open and curious accepting and positive.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Other, Doesnt Matter, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Group Sex, Just Wanna Fuck, Strap On Sex, Secretive Sex, Vacation Fuck