Trying something new can you help?
Toxicfreedom
St Louis, Missouri | Bărbat În căutare de Femeie
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I'll be honest currently a mess. I have too many flaws to name larger through my own eyes. But the one flaw that soffocates me slowly is the way I give too much to people who never diserved me at all. There is a certain stubbornness that never allows me to learn my lessons, so here you go take it. I would of given you part of me anyways.
Currently withdrawn to a point I'm barely functioning I have been broken to the point my confidence in my own decisions has become a struggle. With that said I am letting all the darkness in consuming me entirely so I can start over. Im at the start of great change in my life. At times I could seem adrift but I promise each moment I am growing. My world has crumbled because the relationships it was built on was like sand. Today though the world I make is one for myself. Learning to trust my own instincts again so I apologize if I'm a wreck.
My current growth has shown me who I am to be. I like to please and bring happiness to others. I like to help. I lack any need or want to dominate. Not to say I'm not driven but I see myself as no greater or worse than anyone. I currently over think things that are either new to me or have layers of meaning. I second guess myself over and over knowing I have the solution but unable to manifest it. I know my worth but because I had once forgotten I am having to learn to trust myself again but when I do pay attention I have the power to shift the world in deep and powerful ways. Things just happen the world conspires to fold to the things I want. Learning how to accept myself is the only thing holding me back. Who am I. Idon't really believe I ever knew, I was an observer but I can no longer keep myself objective to the world I need to immerse myself into living. I want balance of both my energies and peace of mind. I am learning to open up to new experiences and through that I am learning to open up to all aspects of who I am.
Currently withdrawn to a point I'm barely functioning I have been broken to the point my confidence in my own decisions has become a struggle. With that said I am letting all the darkness in consuming me entirely so I can start over. Im at the start of great change in my life. At times I could seem adrift but I promise each moment I am growing. My world has crumbled because the relationships it was built on was like sand. Today though the world I make is one for myself. Learning to trust my own instincts again so I apologize if I'm a wreck.
My current growth has shown me who I am to be. I like to please and bring happiness to others. I like to help. I lack any need or want to dominate. Not to say I'm not driven but I see myself as no greater or worse than anyone. I currently over think things that are either new to me or have layers of meaning. I second guess myself over and over knowing I have the solution but unable to manifest it. I know my worth but because I had once forgotten I am having to learn to trust myself again but when I do pay attention I have the power to shift the world in deep and powerful ways. Things just happen the world conspires to fold to the things I want. Learning how to accept myself is the only thing holding me back. Who am I. Idon't really believe I ever knew, I was an observer but I can no longer keep myself objective to the world I need to immerse myself into living. I want balance of both my energies and peace of mind. I am learning to open up to new experiences and through that I am learning to open up to all aspects of who I am.
Zodie
Fecioară
Aspect și situația
Tipul corpului meu este
Mediu
Înălțimea mea este
5' 11 (1.8 m)
Ochii mei sunt
Șaten
Sunt de etnie
caucaziană
Starea mea civilă este
Despărțit(ă)
Am copii
Nu
Doresc copii
Nu sunt sigur(ă)
Caracteristica mea cea mai bună este
Păr
Body Art
Marcat, Străpuns... Dar numai ureche(i), Tatuaje poziționate strategic, Tatuaj vizibil
Părul meu este
Șaten închis
Am mai multe de asta
Pisică, Câine, Animal exotic, Pește, Reptil, Rozător
Dispus să mă mut
Da
Status
Nivelul meu de educație este
Ceva colegiu
Starea mea forței de muncă actuală este
Șomer(ă)
Specializarea mea este
Construcție / Meserie
Denumirea postului meu de muncă este
Depends on what I'm doing
Salariul meu anual este
30,000$ - 44,999$
Eu trăiesc
Cu un coleg (colegi), Cu un animal (animale) de companie
acasă
Nu este zgomot
Fumez
Da - încerc să renunț
Beau
Da - sociabil
Personalitate
În liceu am fost
Izgonit
Comportamentul meu social este
Închis, Timid, Atent, Anti-social , Întunecat, Ciudat
Interesele și hobby-urile mele sunt
Religie / Spiritualitate, Citire, Învățare, Filme, Internet , Jocuri, Teatru, Călătorii, Gătire, Grădinărit, Pescuit / Vânătoare, Camping, Voluntariatul, Calculatoare
Distracția bună pentru mine este
Cu prietenii, Chefuri, Acasă, Încercarea de lucruri noi, Filmele, Relaxare, Dormit, Băut, Citind o carte, Jocuri video, Tv , La un concert, La un muzeu
O prima întâlnire perfectă ar fi
Just enjoying an open conversation of what we are looking for over a cup of coffee or a toke of herb
Întotdeauna am vrut să încerc
Everything, pretty much have been very vinilla my entire life ready to see what works for me
Prietenii mei mă descriu ca
Prietenos, Scandalagiu, Cineva care ei vor să fie, Necunoscut, Super, Perfect , Tainic, Ridicol, Cochet
Vizualizări
Religia mea este
Nu sunt religios
Particip la servicii
Niciodată
Scopul meu în viață este
Enjoying creating a sanctuary for myself and those I care for, also grasping immortality (in a sense).
Genul meu de umor este
Inteligent, Deștept, Sec / Sarcastic, Prietenos, Ridicol, Tainic, Sadic
Gust
La TV întotdeauna mă uit la
Știri, Documentar, Comedii, Instruire, Filme
Când mă duc la filme, mereu merg pentru a vedea
Științifico-fantastic, Comedie , De aventuri
Când ascult muzică, mereu ascult
Rap , Rock , Metal , Electronică, Clasică, Blues , Jazz , Industrială, Ambient , Dance , Soul , Reggae , Folk , Punk
Când citesc, eu citesc
Știri, Vechi, Afaceri, Clasică, Fantezie , Sănătate, Istorie, Casă și grădină, Instruire, Matematică, Natură, Filozofie, Politică, Referință, Satiră, Știință, Tehnică
Distracția pentru mine este
Enjoying good company, new experiences, challenging myself, connecting
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Ce vi se pare atractiv?
Rațiune, Flirt, Putere, Bani, Spontaneitate, Ciudățenii, Îndrăzneală, Sensibilitate, Empatie, Abilități excelente, Umor, Frumusețe, Grija, Inteligență, Pasivitate
Ce căutați?
I have lived my life in a constant state of adapting. Depends on what the universe feels I need at the time. Innocence and beauty, fun and free spirited, intelligence and will, assertive and unwavering. At present this very moment open and curious accepting and positive.
Ce fel de relație doriți?
Prieten de pe internet, Prieten, Partener de întâlniri, Intim, Altele, Nu contează , Sex oral, Sex anal, Dominație, Sclavie, Sex în grup, Doar vreau să fut, Sex cu scula falsă, Sex secret, Futaie de vacanță