need someone to look up to

I Would Describe Myself As

I have an interest in psychology and physical science (I think outside the box), the piano is my favorite instrument (George Winston, Liz Story), I like Yanni, Enya, Kitaro, Enigma, Tangerine Dream, Neil Diamond, Barry Manilow, Dan Fogelberg, Beethoven.

I'm a very late bloomer due to having grown up in relative seclusion. First I figured that all I had to do was understand people and I would fit in. Instead, I've only found myself firmly on the outside, even though I think I understand myself and others better than most people understand themselves.
Where and how do I look for love without someone who can act as a go-between for me? The only thing I know is that my heart belongs completely to someone with strong maternal instincts towards me.

Sign

Libra

My Body Type Is

Slim

My Height Is

5' 8 (1.73 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Smile

Body Art

Wouldn't Even Think About It

My Hair Is

Light Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

Maintenance (janitor at McDonald's)

I Make This Much In A Year

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

I Live

Alone, With Pet(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Brain

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Shy, Observant, Anti-social, Friendly, Comedic, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Reading, Learning, Music, Movies, Religion / Spirituality, Camping

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Staying At Home, The Movies, Reading A Book, Playing Video Games, Tv, Going To A Concert

An Ideal First Date Would Be

(taking into consideration my place in life), being in much the same position as a girl, being asked out, taken out to dinner and a movie (I'm not above paying), talked to, given a hug and a kiss, taken safely home (I don't drive), and told that she will see me tomorrow (or some specific date). I want to start things off by giving her flowers or something--anything--that would tell her how much I want her to be my guardian as well as lover. That also means that I trust her to know when intimacy is appropriate and how much.
Does any of this make sense?

I've Always Wanted To Try

parachuting (even though I have a somewhat delicate constitution).
I have extremely strong yearnings to be adopted, even though I'm 46 years old.

My Religion Is

Not Religious

I Attend Services

Once A Year

My Political Views Are

Middle Of The Road

My Goal In Life Is

to publish much needed basic and foundational information in psychology which I've developed on my own over a 13-year period.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Friendly, Goofy

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies, Re-runs

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rock, Pop, Classical, Jazz, New age

When I Read, I Always Read

Anthology, Biography, Fiction, Philosophy, Religious, Science, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

hiking, camping, travelling

What Do You Find Attractive?

Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Empathy, Boldness, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

a woman who naturally wants to express maternal instincts towards me--to keep me safe and protected and to guide me and/or handle what I can't.
I want very much for someone to tell me, "here I am--everything is going to be alright now"

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Domination