Novice Sub seeking information & friends

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

Currently I am seeking friends and information with like minded people, in time, Ultimately, I am a novice seeking a Single Dom or Domme, or possibly a Couple. BBW with huge heart, sensitive, intelligent, shy, quiet, yet sense of humor, quick witted, and talkative to a very few close friends. Interested in exploring a submissive situation with a more deep, very dark side that will take patience and a lot of exploration, communication and total trust to tap into.

I am willing to talk online and learn from those who are here, and appreciate their knowledge and friendship. Feel free to contact me if this intrigues you.

Sign

Virgo

My Body Type Is

Big And Beautiful

My Height Is

5' 9 (1.75 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Divorced

I Have Kids

Yes - Sometimes At Home

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s)

My Hair Is

Salt And Pepper

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

College Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Retired

My Speciality Is

Administrative / Management

My Job Title Is

Currently stable with my life.

I Make This Much In A Year

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

I Live

With Kid(s)

At Home

Friends Come Over Occasionally

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Arts & Crafts, Camping, Cooking, Dining, Exercising, Family, Fishing / Hunting, Internet, Gardening, Movies, Music, Playing Cards, Reading, Religion / Spirituality, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Reading A Book, Relaxing

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Meeting for dinner, going in being taken to the table. Talking candidly getting to know each other, with appropriate times, being told desires of pleasure for a later time, allowing the sexual desire and tension to grow. Allowing some spontaneous ending, finally feeling an arm around me as we leave. Being taken out of the restaurant, while desiring a kiss, being told sternly if and what desires Master would have, being given direction as to what I should do, him staring at my lips. If I please him with my response, kissing me, if not, with holding the kiss as punishment, telling me so.....ending in his or a fantasy of mine being fulfilled.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Oh this could be such a long list. Many things, taken further, finding limits. I guess the biggest thing is to have my lover set up for me to be taken and kept without my knowledge for a sexually gratifying vacation so to speak, where I am not in control of any of the time. A roller coaster of times starting with being unable to tell where I am being taken, though senses would be confused, with the trust being challenged, but reassured, I realize that it could be frightening and beyond limits I usually have. The time spent would be both rewarding with just a romantic period where we lay eating cherishing the time, yet others where I am his to do with as he pleases.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool, Goofy

My Religion Is

Christian

I Attend Services

Once A Month

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

Show others old values can be positive, Enjoy my family and friends, Prove that time spent with those enjoying it is possible. Most importantly, Laughter and a well exercised mind is the best medicine.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Campy, Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Slapstick

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Instructional, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Family

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Dance, New age, Pop, Rock

When I Read, I Always Read

Biography, Classic, Comic, Erotica, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Humor, Mystery, News, Poetry, Romance, Religious, Sports

My Idea Of Fun Is

Cooking together, spontaneity, travel, exploring, and somewhat a thrill seeker.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Great Skills, Humor, Intelligence, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

Right now friendship, information and ideas, in time, ultimately I'm a Novice Looking for that Dom or Domme for light play, exploring more, looking to be taught what my limits are. It is more complicated than wanting spanked, or wanting cuffed, or confined. It is in no way about pain nor beatings, it is about intelligence, communication, intense sexual pleasure and most importantly trust.

I am a mature, established female who has spent 4 years finding myself and stabilizing my life. I have read alot, have friends involved in bdsm for life, and have aided in their equipment, and attempted to explore what it is I am looking for. I am very curious to finding my limits and excitement and I am interested in learning to be submissive. I know it takes dedication, and good communication skills. I hope to hear from you.

Situation I desire, is to be with someone who is going to build trust, communicate well. I have had a few light experiences with others new to the interest. My goal is to have a relationship build to where I have given total trust, and will do as my Master wishes, with only a couple of my current life situations being understood and honored, and would go through Master. I am bisexual, do enjoy times with both sexes, although I do not find sex with both at once satisfying for all. I am not someone who just wants a my ass slapped and pain involved, I want a deeper type involvement, that at times will take knowledge and trust and a strong person or couple to want to explore. I am a clean, non smoking, have a social drink rarely woman, mature and knowledgeable, just new to taking a step towards finding the right situation to explore my deep secret.

There are a few issues I will not give in on, and would not ever negotiate, and that is for health reasons totally, I have a few severe allergies, and health issues that are non-negotiable.

I am willing for this to be a trial situation, to see if it grows into more, and I am also realistic in that the right situation may never be a total 24/7 life expecially if with a couple.

I may sound like I want to be in control, NO absolutely not, I am just not wanting to waste times of those who are serious on here. I refuse to hide the truth of what I am looking for, so that there isn't disappointment. I am willing to consider this becoming a life for me. If this intrigues you, please feel free to contact me. I look forward to getting to know you.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Secretive Sex