Novice Sub seeking information & friends

Jag kan tala

Engelska

Jag skulle beskriva mig själv som

Currently I am seeking friends and information with like minded people, in time, Ultimately, I am a novice seeking a Single Dom or Domme, or possibly a Couple. BBW with huge heart, sensitive, intelligent, shy, quiet, yet sense of humor, quick witted, and talkative to a very few close friends. Interested in exploring a submissive situation with a more deep, very dark side that will take patience and a lot of exploration, communication and total trust to tap into.

I am willing to talk online and learn from those who are here, and appreciate their knowledge and friendship. Feel free to contact me if this intrigues you.

Stjärntecken

Jungfrun

Min kroppstyp är

Stor och vacker

Min längd är

177 cm

Mina ögon är

Blåa

Min etnicitet är

Kaukasisk

Mitt civilstånd är

Skild

Jag har barn

Ja - ibland hemma

Jag vill ha barn

Nej

Min bästa kroppsdel är

Ögon

Kroppskonst

Hål… Men bara i öronen

Mitt hår är

Gråsprängt

Jag har en eller flera av dessa

Inga husdjur

Villig att flytta

Ja

Min utbildningsnivå är

Universitetsexamen

Min nuvarande anställningsstatus är

Pensionerad

Min specialitet är

Administrativt / Management

Min arbetstitel är

Currently stable with my life.

Jag tjänar så här mycket per år

Mellan 150 000 och 300 000 kronor

Jag bor

Med barn

Hemma

Vänner hälsar på då och då

Jag är rökare

Nej

Jag dricker

Ja - feströker

I skolan var jag

Den tysta

Mitt beteende i sociala sammanhang är

Reserverad

Mina intressen och hobbies är

Konst & Hantverk, Campa, Matlagning, Middag, Motion, Familj, Fiske / Jakt, Internet, Trädgårdsarbete, Filmer, Musik, Spela kort, Läsa, Religion/Spiritualitet, Resor

Att ha kul innebär för mig

Umgås med vänner, Läsa en bok, Tar det lugnt

Den idealiska första dejten för mig skulle vara att

Meeting for dinner, going in being taken to the table. Talking candidly getting to know each other, with appropriate times, being told desires of pleasure for a later time, allowing the sexual desire and tension to grow. Allowing some spontaneous ending, finally feeling an arm around me as we leave. Being taken out of the restaurant, while desiring a kiss, being told sternly if and what desires Master would have, being given direction as to what I should do, him staring at my lips. If I please him with my response, kissing me, if not, with holding the kiss as punishment, telling me so.....ending in his or a fantasy of mine being fulfilled.

Jag har alltid velat prova

Oh this could be such a long list. Many things, taken further, finding limits. I guess the biggest thing is to have my lover set up for me to be taken and kept without my knowledge for a sexually gratifying vacation so to speak, where I am not in control of any of the time. A roller coaster of times starting with being unable to tell where I am being taken, though senses would be confused, with the trust being challenged, but reassured, I realize that it could be frightening and beyond limits I usually have. The time spent would be both rewarding with just a romantic period where we lay eating cherishing the time, yet others where I am his to do with as he pleases.

Mina vänner tycker att jag är

Vänlig, Cool, Tramsig

Min religion är

Kristen

Jag går i kyrkan

En gång i månaden

Mitt mål i livet är

Show others old values can be positive, Enjoy my family and friends, Prove that time spent with those enjoying it is possible. Most importantly, Laughter and a well exercised mind is the best medicine.

Min humor är

Kitschig, Klok, Torr / Sarkastisk, Vänlig, Tramsig, Farsartad

På TV tittar jag alltid på

Nyheter, Dokumentärer, Drama, Dokusåpor, Instruerande, Filmer

När jag går på bio ser jag alltid

Action, Science Fiction, Komedier, Romantik, Drama, Dokumentärer, Familj

När jag lyssnar på musik lyssnar jag alltid på

Country, Dansband, New Age, Pop, Rock

När jag läser föredrar jag följande:

Biografi, Klassisk, Komik, Erotik, Fantasy, Fiktion, Historia, Humor, Mystery, Nyheter, Poesi, Romantik, Religiös, Sport

Det jag tycker är kul är

Cooking together, spontaneity, travel, exploring, and somewhat a thrill seeker.

Vad tycker du är attraktivt?

Djärvhet, Empati, Enorm skicklighet, Humor, Intelligens, Makt, Känslighet, Spontanitet, Omtänksamhet, Kvickhet

Vad letar du efter?

Right now friendship, information and ideas, in time, ultimately I'm a Novice Looking for that Dom or Domme for light play, exploring more, looking to be taught what my limits are. It is more complicated than wanting spanked, or wanting cuffed, or confined. It is in no way about pain nor beatings, it is about intelligence, communication, intense sexual pleasure and most importantly trust.

I am a mature, established female who has spent 4 years finding myself and stabilizing my life. I have read alot, have friends involved in bdsm for life, and have aided in their equipment, and attempted to explore what it is I am looking for. I am very curious to finding my limits and excitement and I am interested in learning to be submissive. I know it takes dedication, and good communication skills. I hope to hear from you.

Situation I desire, is to be with someone who is going to build trust, communicate well. I have had a few light experiences with others new to the interest. My goal is to have a relationship build to where I have given total trust, and will do as my Master wishes, with only a couple of my current life situations being understood and honored, and would go through Master. I am bisexual, do enjoy times with both sexes, although I do not find sex with both at once satisfying for all. I am not someone who just wants a my ass slapped and pain involved, I want a deeper type involvement, that at times will take knowledge and trust and a strong person or couple to want to explore. I am a clean, non smoking, have a social drink rarely woman, mature and knowledgeable, just new to taking a step towards finding the right situation to explore my deep secret.

There are a few issues I will not give in on, and would not ever negotiate, and that is for health reasons totally, I have a few severe allergies, and health issues that are non-negotiable.

I am willing for this to be a trial situation, to see if it grows into more, and I am also realistic in that the right situation may never be a total 24/7 life expecially if with a couple.

I may sound like I want to be in control, NO absolutely not, I am just not wanting to waste times of those who are serious on here. I refuse to hide the truth of what I am looking for, so that there isn't disappointment. I am willing to consider this becoming a life for me. If this intrigues you, please feel free to contact me. I look forward to getting to know you.

Vilken form av förhållande söker du?

En Internet-kompis, Vän, Dejt, Intimt, Hemligt sex