looking for a relationship

Jag skulle beskriva mig själv som

When I was six I would get out of school and go to Kelly's house, her mom watched me till my parents got home and she was a bully, but I fell in love with her. Sad when you peak at six. never came closer to a relation ship then with her. We moved and I have been looking for abusive bullies ever since. Just after I turned eighteen this girl Shawn came up and slapped me. This excited me and I let her slap me a couple more times then I told her she could go further if she tied me up. We retreated to her back yard but the only thing we could use was some yarn. She was tying me up when my dad call out to me and I got scared as my dad was really abusive so broke free and went home. The next time I saw Shawn she told me she was getting married so I lost my chance. Every one else that has ever entered my life has wanted something from me. Most wanted drugs, as I was alone they became my friends, not really, sort of. Some even stayed in my home as they were homeless but they just used me and offered nothing in return they often had their boyfriend staying with them and no one paid for being there. Never did well with gals, tend to hide at home and do nothing, and now due to medical cost can't afford to do anything. I have my condo and my four dogs, a pit-bull, sharpie, Lab, a little toy sized mix. Other then that I am completely alone, I need something to change, In the brides of Dracula this guys went in to the brides chamber and was attacked by all five lovely women, I thought want a wonderful way to go. Later when someone else entered he was chained to the wall, lots of bite marks all over, kept alive to serve them, I nearly lost it when I saw that, I could be happy there.

Stjärntecken

Fiskarna

Min kroppstyp är

Smal

Min längd är

183 cm

Mina ögon är

Blåa

Min etnicitet är

Kaukasisk

Mitt civilstånd är

Aldrig varit gift

Jag har barn

Nej

Mitt hår är

Blont

Jag har en eller flera av dessa

Hund

Villig att flytta

Nej

Min utbildningsnivå är

Universitetsexamen

Min nuvarande anställningsstatus är

Pensionerad

Jag bor

Med husdjur

Hemma

Inget oljud

Jag är rökare

Nej

Jag dricker

Nej

I skolan var jag

Den utstötta

Mitt beteende i sociala sammanhang är

Anti-social

Mina vänner tycker att jag är

Jag har inga vänner

Min religion är

Ateist

Jag går i kyrkan

Aldrig

På TV tittar jag alltid på

Nyheter, Tecknat, Repriser

Vad tycker du är attraktivt?

Djärvhet, Snygga drag, Makt

Vad letar du efter?

I had a friend when young and she had a violent temper never knew what or when something would set her off, often had to hide bruises and bite marks to keep her out of trouble.

Vilken form av förhållande söker du?

Hängivenhet, Dominans