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roscoejenkins
Newington, New Hampshire | Mies Hae A Naista
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In the vanilla world I am in the military and I am on a ship that gets deployed 1/2 the year to protect the water ways of the world. I enjoy doing my work and would truly hope to find someone that would understand that I have a job that is something I believe in even with its ups and downs. Why would someone take the time in the day for me when I am gone tyhat much? I would hope because I complete them and they know I am loyal to the one I am with.
I am Lebanese 5'6" roughly about 200 lbs (I am stocky). The gym to me consists of running, swimming (got to find a swimming pool here in NH) and using my own body weight to lose 30 or so lbs without losing my strength for right now. I am planning to get back into martial arts slowly now that I am in New Hampshire ( I have been in the Mudi Kwon Federation aka Tae Kwon Do ever since the age of 6). The outdoors to me is like a life line to my inner heart. Movies I enjoy everything, but God scary ones you might need to hold me tight ;). I love cooking and if I don't say so myself the steaks I cook are the bomb. I enjoy mixed drinks (I got one that I make that will make you want another one) and I am not much of a beer drinker and overall I don't drink like I used to which is fine with me.
A couple years ago I had a friend who I worked with that told me about the lifestyle. At that time I was going thru hard times in my personal and work life. He sat me down and called me out without me saying what my feelings were over a cold drink. Kind of funny how a person I spent barely any time with up to that point can call my true desires of being a submissive. We spent over 4 hours that one night talking about it and over the past three years became very good friends.
Since then I have had very little experience in this lifestyle, until recently in which time I have been able to go to munches and meet some awesome people and have had some things shown to me from a few of them that I didn't understand but was very much interested in. My foot and leg fetish is pretty much more massive than I thought it was. I thought I was a masochist but I have learned my tolerance is no where I thought it was and it is something I want to improve on. Puppy play is just awesome I love it. Overall I would like to be service oriented for the right Mistress
With this little experience I am someone that a Mistress can mold to her desires which is what I seek to fulfill and I do not want to come off as a do-me sub. Yes I do have the section of fetishes filled out but it is more important to please my Mistress in all her desires since BDSM to me is not only about the sexual desires of my own but importantly the Mistress's. In truth I believe that that both vanilla and BDSM have to fluctuate with each other and help create perfect harmony to make any relationship work (due to my work it is mandatory). I will not bow down to every domme/ mistress, but rather seek the ONE.
In truth I fall in between the four following categories:
1. Friendship: Without it there is no getting to get to know one another. In the end I am not seeking a one time thing or even just play partners, but in the end a partner for life
2. Submissive: I believe in still have a choice or safe word especially when first meeting someone. There is no way I will just jump to being a slave without being a submissive first
3. Pet: I love the idea of being at the Mistress's feet being a good dog. Having my ears scratched when I been good is so unspeakable.
4. Slave: In the end and only after being with someone and building a strong foundation give my life over to my Mistress.
I have been asked if I switch and to tell the truth I don't know if it is in me to be a top, tho I am willing to try it. I would rather worship a woman in a heart beat than to beat her into submission.
There is a time and place for everything
If one of you want to be great you must first be the servant. and if one of you want to be a servant you must be willing to last
I am Lebanese 5'6" roughly about 200 lbs (I am stocky). The gym to me consists of running, swimming (got to find a swimming pool here in NH) and using my own body weight to lose 30 or so lbs without losing my strength for right now. I am planning to get back into martial arts slowly now that I am in New Hampshire ( I have been in the Mudi Kwon Federation aka Tae Kwon Do ever since the age of 6). The outdoors to me is like a life line to my inner heart. Movies I enjoy everything, but God scary ones you might need to hold me tight ;). I love cooking and if I don't say so myself the steaks I cook are the bomb. I enjoy mixed drinks (I got one that I make that will make you want another one) and I am not much of a beer drinker and overall I don't drink like I used to which is fine with me.
A couple years ago I had a friend who I worked with that told me about the lifestyle. At that time I was going thru hard times in my personal and work life. He sat me down and called me out without me saying what my feelings were over a cold drink. Kind of funny how a person I spent barely any time with up to that point can call my true desires of being a submissive. We spent over 4 hours that one night talking about it and over the past three years became very good friends.
Since then I have had very little experience in this lifestyle, until recently in which time I have been able to go to munches and meet some awesome people and have had some things shown to me from a few of them that I didn't understand but was very much interested in. My foot and leg fetish is pretty much more massive than I thought it was. I thought I was a masochist but I have learned my tolerance is no where I thought it was and it is something I want to improve on. Puppy play is just awesome I love it. Overall I would like to be service oriented for the right Mistress
With this little experience I am someone that a Mistress can mold to her desires which is what I seek to fulfill and I do not want to come off as a do-me sub. Yes I do have the section of fetishes filled out but it is more important to please my Mistress in all her desires since BDSM to me is not only about the sexual desires of my own but importantly the Mistress's. In truth I believe that that both vanilla and BDSM have to fluctuate with each other and help create perfect harmony to make any relationship work (due to my work it is mandatory). I will not bow down to every domme/ mistress, but rather seek the ONE.
In truth I fall in between the four following categories:
1. Friendship: Without it there is no getting to get to know one another. In the end I am not seeking a one time thing or even just play partners, but in the end a partner for life
2. Submissive: I believe in still have a choice or safe word especially when first meeting someone. There is no way I will just jump to being a slave without being a submissive first
3. Pet: I love the idea of being at the Mistress's feet being a good dog. Having my ears scratched when I been good is so unspeakable.
4. Slave: In the end and only after being with someone and building a strong foundation give my life over to my Mistress.
I have been asked if I switch and to tell the truth I don't know if it is in me to be a top, tho I am willing to try it. I would rather worship a woman in a heart beat than to beat her into submission.
There is a time and place for everything
If one of you want to be great you must first be the servant. and if one of you want to be a servant you must be willing to last
Kirjaudu
Neitsyt
Ulkonäkö ja Tilanne
Vartalonmallini on
Tanakka
Pituuteni on
5' 6 (1.68 m)
Silmienvärini on
Musta
Etninen taustani on
Lähi-itäläinen
Aviosäätyni on
Eronnut
Minulla on lapsia
Kyllä - Ei kotona
Haluan lapsia
Kyllä
Paras puoleni on
Rinta
Ulkonäkö
Arpinen
Hiukseni ovat
Musta
Olen valmis muuttamaan
Ei
Tila
Koulutukseni taso on
Peruskoulun suorittanut
Työllisyys tilanteeni on
Kokopäiväinen
Erikoistun
Sotilaallinen
Työ tittelini on
Jack of all trades
Asun
Huonekaverin kanssa
Kotona
Ystävät vierailevat satunnaisesti
Tupakoin
Kyllä - Seurassa
Juon
Kyllä - Seurassa
Persoonallisuus
Yläasteella olin
Suosittu
Sosiaalinen käyttäytymiseni
Ystävällinen, Sivustaseuraaja, Aina menossa, Ujo
Kiinnostuksen kohteet ja Harrastukseni ovat
Telttailu, Clubit / Baarit, Tietokoneet, Kokkaus, Ruokailla, Kuntoilu, Internetti, Uhkapelit, Pelit, Valokuvat, Korttipelit, Lukeminen, Uskonto / Hengellisyys, Urheilu, Matkustaminen, Tv
Käsitykseni mukavasta ajanvietteestä on
Klubit / Baarit, Juominen, Kavereiden kanssa hengailu, Menen Kasinolle, Bilettäminen, Videopelien pelaaminen, Rentoutuminen, Kotona oleskelu, Elokuvat, Uusien asioiden kokeilu
Unelma treffini olisivat
Is being able to converse with someone and to get to know them over a dinner and see where it goes
Olen aina halunnut kokeilla
bdsm is something that intrigues me and I'll have to admit I love the Idea of submitting to a wondrous woman
Kaverini kuvailevat minun olevan
Hassu
Katsomukset
Uskontoni on
Kristitty
Käyn säännöllisesti
Kerran kuukaudessa
Tavoitteeni elämässäni on
To find someone who can join me in this wondrous thing called life
Minun tapainen huumori on
Kuiva / Sarkastinen, Ystävällinen, Hassu, Epävarma
Maku
Televisiosta katson
Uutiset, Sarjakuvat, Dokumentit, Tilannekomediat, Neuvoa antavat, Elokuvat, Urheilu, Uusinnat
Kun menen elokuviin, lähden katsomaan
Toiminta, Scifi, Komedia, Romanssi, Draama, Dokumentti, Perhe, Animaatio, Kauhu, Trilleri, Aikuinen
Kun kuuntelen musiikkia, kuuntelen aina
Blues musiikki, Klassinen, Country musiikki, Elektroninen, Folk musiikki, Gospel musiikki, Jazz musiikki, New age musiikki, Pop musiikki, Punk musiikki, Reggae musiikki, Rap musiikki, Rock musiikki
Kun luen, luen aina
Muinainen, Omaelämänkerta, Elämänkerta, Liiketoiminta, Klassinen, Koominen, Tietokoneet, Eroottinen, Fantasia, Kaunokirjallisuus, Terveys, Historia, Huumori, Musiikki, Mysteeri, Uutiset, Filosofia, Runous, Poliittinen, Lähdeluettelo, Uskonnollinen, Scifi, Urheilu
Käsitykseni hauskanpidosta on
Playing sports, working out, hanging with friends and of course sex
Etsii
Mikä sinua vetää puoleensa?
Kaljuus, Empatia, Flirttaileva, Hyvä ulkonäkö, Hyvät taidot, Huumori, Viisaus, Raha, Kummallisuus, Passiivisuus, Voima, Herkkyys, Spontaanisuus, Ajattelevaisuus, Nokkela
Mitä etsit?
A person that is willing to be open to her desires in life in general.
Someone that has the self confidence and is able send good vibes to her submissive/slave.
She wants to have something that will last.
A person that just doesn't let themselves go in body and mind.
An owner who understands that a submissive is human and is willing to help to mold him over time.
Someone that has the self confidence and is able send good vibes to her submissive/slave.
She wants to have something that will last.
A person that just doesn't let themselves go in body and mind.
An owner who understands that a submissive is human and is willing to help to mold him over time.
Minkälaista suhdetta etsit?
Kaveri, Päivämäärä, Intiimi, Sitoutunut, Avioliitto, Oraali seksi, Anaali seksi, Ylivalta, Sidonta, Ryhmäseksi, Strap on Seksiä